Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection *** my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here but I don't feel it Give me peace but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom *** my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back *** my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?