I'm dedicated, the definition of dedication Wrote this on record while I was levitating Sitting in my room with a pen and paper I'm innovated, they've been afraid of me since I was a second grader I'm the kid on the playground, mama told you to never play But there's levels of music and I'm in the elevator Going up to the top floor, look how we elevated But you don't know the brand, by now you better get educated Take both of my arms, rip them out, the sockets are separating Forgive me, I know I get animated Don't matter, I still write a better record than yours Without a hesitation, never been more motivated Just look at all the minds I have opened and penetrated See, I am the voice of all these kids that think things but never say them That's why they come to my shows wearing their NF hoodies and hats low like we're carrying weapons Put the controllers away, it's game over I promise I'm way colder The fans keep saying that they're hungry for new music Well, that's pretty convenient, cause I just made a plate for them And I don't hear what none of y'all are saying I just sit at the keys, feeling the music Got me thinking I'm Beethoven, the game needs a makeover If you've been waiting, the wait's over You ain't noticed, y'all about to witness a takeover I'm home, yeah, they're waiting on me to match the emotion that I had in the last one But if I don't, they gon' tell me that I'm losing my passion If I do, am I repeating my actions? Yeah, look, how could you leave us this massive? There ain't nothing I could write that'll match that My biggest fear writing this record was in putting out trash It was disappointing myself in the fanbase Now I want you to picture me, I'm in a hotel rapping Crying on the floor of the bathroom Staring in the mirror, my room hands shaking Playing how could you leave us through the speakers on my iPhone Trying to figure out if I'ma always feel the way that I feel Or maybe someday I can learn to be happy Or maybe I can't be Cause if the music ain't emotional enough Are they gon' call me a has-been? Pain's always been the root of my music If I cut it off, how am I supposed to keep growing? If I let it go, won't my whole career be in ruins? That's when I realized this whole conversation is stupid I never cared to impress people that don't even know me I strike what I feel, somehow it started a movement Trying to enjoy a career, but I don't know how to do it When I spend all of my time being afraid I'ma lose it But then I figured out the reason they follow me The reason why these fans surround me It's not cause I'm a rap god I don't need you people to bow to me All they ever did was doubt on me Now everyone's proud of me Acknowledge me or not, you ain't ignoring the following I'm just teaching them something they couldn't learn in their colleges This is for the kids feeling like they live at the bottom And everyday their lives feel like it's darker than Halloween Yeah, you ain't alone out there Look around you, we got a lot of fans in here Couple hundred thousand, that's what we did last year Listen to intro 3, trying to kill my fear They'll get that in a minute We bout to shatter the critics, I am a savage, admit it A lot of baggage I live in, that's why the passion is different Really don't care if they get it We're only three records in it And this is just the beginning We're only three records in it And this is just the beginning