I wanna write a song, one that can explain my loss I wanna write a song, that you can hear and Know how my heart yearns and how my insides turn And how my cheeks burn from the weekly storm And how my face turns before you return To the wall and then down the floor But I keep only seeing red I will say no, but you keep crawling in my brain I wanna get lost, run away In the dark is where I'll stray I gotta write a song But I wanna feel my words And I keep getting it all wrong Think it out, write it out, rip it out, start all over And I keep only seeing red I will say no, but you keep crawling in my brain I wanna get lost, run away In the dark is where I'll I wanna feel the way I used to I wanna move the way I used to I wanna feel the way I used to I wanna move the way I used to But I keep only seeing red I keep saying no, but you'll find your way into my brain I wanna get lost, run away In the dark is where I I keep only seeing red I will say no, but you keep crawling in my brain I wanna get lost, run away In the dark is where I'll stray I wanna feel the way I used to I wanna move the way I used to I wanna feel the way I used to I wanna feel the way I used to