I don't know how to be with myself Colors aren't as bright as they used to be Forget the girl they wanted me to be And I don't know how to be okay The audience in my head looking up at me Pretending just for them because they need me I'm human and I'm falling But you tell me I'm flying But it's building and I can't breathe Wanna feel the way that I used to be And so I go, I'll get *** up So that weirdly I can feel like a kid again And the lights are like magic Nothing's wrong, twisted, dramatic And then the morning comes and it's bad again Dancing in the lion's den And I guess we're all just tryna work it out Tryna get back to our child self Chasing the feeling, finding the meaning But just continuing to corrupt ourselves And I still remember how it all felt The sun on my skin, and ice cream on my mouth And now all my parties say past 3am And I'm smoking too much just to feel it again But I'm human and I'm falling And you tell me I'm flying But it's building and I can't breathe Wanna feel the way that I used to be And so I go, I'll get *** up So that weirdly I can feel like a kid again And the lights are like magic Nothing's wrong, twisted, dramatic And then the morning comes and it's bad again Dancing in the lion's den Dancing in the lion's den