We got that bad love, but it tastes like medicine I never had love, so I learned to settle quick I guess I never thought I'd have to choose Between paradise and you I still creep on your gram, oh See you with you and your man, oh And I scroll, and see the pictures you deleted Like the history ain't happened Long as we cannot see it Getting back is insanity And we repeat it My mama said we need counseling But I can't reason with the terrorists Oh, this is embarrassing You ain't Cinderella, ain't no pumpkin turning in the cages You create a narrative, people ask me where she been Santa packing, now she's living back out at her parents crib Fight, break up, we, we fight, break up, you know the deal Been to friends and tell them this the last time I'm for real You text me then, the next thing you know I'm behind the wheel Pull up, you in the backseat thinking this will help us heal There is no use for you texting my phone Got from all the men and I walked out the door Can't get in the gate because I changed the code Now you can toast to the love we don't make anymore We got that bad love, but it tastes like medicine I never had love, so I learned to settle quick I guess I never thought I had to choose Between paradise and you And now I'm free I'm free I'm free And now I'm free And now I'm free Back on the why didn't you text me? Tell me that I was busy Back to us raising our voices Back on that nobody's listening Back to those horrible choices Back on you moving back home Cause I would rather live in hell Than get comfortable sleeping alone Back to that lying deception Back to the self will Back on the well she don't do it And I know that somebody else will You cheated, I cheated, you cheated, I cheated I mean it, please father forgive us The dirt that you've done and the secrets that we swept up under That are gonna die with us and I should've cut the ties So many times that I finally gave up on the scissors We are both sinners, if we both lie to ourselves That isn't selfish, that isn't commitment I try to hold it in, I try to hold it in I'm to it all and ignoring it I'm just searching with the closure It's going in circles, not noticing but in my heart I know I'm not over it We got that bad love, but it tastes like medicine I never had love, so I learned to settle quick I guess I never thought I had to choose Between paradise and you And now I'm free I'm free I'm free And now I'm free And now I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free