I was caught inside the wreck, never found my way out I was filled with indifference, the animals they were getting tired So I sang them a song, they promised not to take too long But I can't find my way back home, I'll listen to you if you want me to Do you have to share smoke? Yeah, I've been running against the wind And I can hear the angels calling, the madness has been pulling me right back out of my stride I feel the change in the rising tide and blood is in the room I buried all my wrongs there with my youth I'm on the outside, I'm falling apart I'm pleased to meet you, excuse my hands I've been bitten by an enemy that's pretended to be my friend No, I never wanted to be like them, I thought I was just too clever To be brought down to the level of misfortune, chagrin I don't care now what it's worth, they feel if it's burden off my back I'll follow you to the bloody end I've lived my life the way I want, but no one can tell me they're not afraid Of the freedom of deliverance, well I take it all in stride I feel the change in the rising tide and someone's in the room I buried all my guilt there with my youth I'm on the outside, it's warm on the inside That's a lie, I don't wanna fall apart It won't be, I've been afraid I clawed and I fought like hell The darkest days upon you It won't be, I've been astray My blood was turned into sand The darkest days upon you It won't be, I've been afraid The numbness is getting closer The feverish days upon you The numbness is getting closer The feverish days upon you I'm on the outside, it's warm on the inside That's a lie, I don't wanna fall apart It won't be, I've been afraid It won't be, I've been astray