Self-medicate, self-deprecate, self-help, books on the shelf, help me to date, hard on myself Friends can't relate, time is your friend, can't reciprocate, time's up, come on Now I'm trapped in the grass, not gonna laugh, not gonna go home, not ready for the crash Heavy body, frozen hand on my wrist, hand on my cold shoulders, skies open up, I think I got a little older Older Older Older Sweatin' on the page, sweatin' through the maze, gettin' out the keys to the place that I thought I put away Million dollar days and I slowed away, I had to get away to come back, time's up, come on now The river went clean as a dream, so I swam in its fountain, the fast went hard in the jungle on a mountain Fast was the beat of my heart and the back of my mind was a beautiful, truthful shoutin' You can let go, bad weight you carry with ya, ooh, once and for all, once and for all The only way out is through Welcome back, that's at least one big monkey off my back, knew I'd get around to it, I can't forget the sound of it But six feet of snow in the snowbanks, no thanks, time's up, come on now Now I'm on my side, I'm on my side, livin' life right, dark was the night, but you know what bright is the light You can let go, bad weight you carry with ya, ooh, once and for all, once and for all You can let go, bad weight you carry with ya, ooh, once and for all, once and for all *