You've been running all around in circles trying to find a purpose that you already had You've been acting out a child of trauma, Rick was learning behavior from your mom and dad If only you could open your eyes, open your eyes You've been craving all the validation from the people that you swore you'd never become All of the leeches and preachers and demons are giving you Xanis and drinking your blood If only you could open your eyes and ask yourself why Why are you so afraid of my love like you don't deserve this You know you do, you know you do, cause I've been there too So busy holding up the moon, touching the walls as they surround you Wish I could give you a headache and bring you home with me tonight They tell you everything is cool, but they don't give a damn about you So when you wake up in the morning, you're not alone, cause you know Darkness comes before the light, no, no, no more killing time Or maybe you should spend less time with Mary Jane, jealousy and Hennessy un-overcame One too many hangers on the gravy tray, I feel like that you're forgetting everything Everything about you, everything about me, everything about love There's no love without trust, look what it's doing to us I don't wanna lose you, I don't wanna change you, but I wanna stand back and watch as they break you Wish you could see it like I see it, but you're So busy holding up the moon, touching the walls as they surround you Wish I could give you a headache and bring you home with me tonight They tell you everything is cool, but they don't give a damn about you So when you wake up in the morning, you're not alone, cause you know Darkness comes before the light, no, no, no more killing time You so afraid of my love, like you don't deserve it You know you do, you know you do, cause I've been there too So busy holding up the moon, touching the walls as they surround you Wish I could give you a headache and bring you home with me tonight They tell you everything is cool, but they don't give a damn about you So when you wake up in the morning, you're not alone, cause you know Darkness comes before the light, no, no, no more killing time Cause you know, darkness comes before the light, no, no, no more killing time