And if our time is ours to waste
To leave behind a better place
Then I need nothing more than life with you
Yo, it's hard days and it's hard months
Sometimes I don't know what to say, hits me all at once
My pride is gettin' in the way and I'm on the run
Scared that things are gonna change, what will I become?
No, I can't take it sometimes
That's why I dive into rhymes, that's why we dive into lies
We diggin' deeper inside, we try to keep up with life
We hide our pain from the light, do what we can to survive
But no, no, I won't let it take a hold of me
Find my passion, make it happen, I'm gon' take control of me
Not reacting, takin' action, I can feel it pulling me
A hole so deep my soul will need a passion that comes over me
Yuh, I won't hide from mistakes
'Cause if I tried, that's okay, I'm learning life every day
I'm twenty-five, still the same when I was nine, thought okay
I'll figure it out one day, get peace of mind, I'll be sane, yeah
And if our time is ours to waste
To leave behind a better place
Then I need nothing more than life with you
And if I was the one to stay
Would you still spend this time with me?
When I go, I want nothing else but you
Yo, they say to be where your feet are
I just listen to the beat, try to restart
I just listen to the beat like it's your heart
So far, I can't seem to let down my own guard
Yeah, I'm defensive for a reason
Hidin' all my demons, affected by the seasons
Uh, sometimes I just feel like leaving
I'm sick of all these feelings, I'm sick of always dealing
Yo, you say that I've changed, when you've changed
All this pain in my veins is from the things you say
Your state of mind never stays the same
You say you're fine but you lie to me, inside you're dividing me
Yeah, we've got our highs and our lows
And when we're high we're so close, but when we're low I don't know
Yeah, don't wanna be someone different
Why can't you just be forgiving and who I am, that's a given, yeah
And if our time is ours to waste
To leave behind a better place
Then I need nothing more than life with you
And if I was the one to stay
Would you still spend this time with me?
When I go, I want nothing else but you