Make a mess and just clean it up and try your best to ascribe meaning to something While the rest encode their little secrets I'll pretend when I cursed you I didn't mean it Let's watch something I've never seen Let's practice infidelity Change tactics, pass it on the right Then crash into the traffic light Oh, congregate with those who you think like you Go on a date with the first one who says yes, yes You are late, late for the homecoming dance Dance till the daylight breaks And you pass out on a couch You could not remember ever arriving at this house So you *** your *** and you get yourself out, out of the situation Without a doubt you don't deserve an explanation Let's watch something I've never seen Let's practice infidelity Change tactics, pass it on the right Then crash into the traffic light Life lessons last a lifetime My senses are desensitized I'm begging for a refund On all my years of wasted time The ghosts are in the garden Waiting for me to gather food I'm inside and I'm starving I knew there was never room for you Within this little heart of mine I'm dying just to try though To stuff you deep inside my bones But God, he closed the window And the door's been locked for years And the key is lost for good And the locksmith's out of town And this is a rough neighborhood So I will retreat to my bunker Where the demons, they can't have me I'll stay silent, think about when I had A tribe and a family And I'll hope that angels guard me While the lunatics go out to play I swear to you I never wanted it to ever go this way I swear to you I never wanted it to ever go this way I swear to you I never wanted it to ever go this way Now you can have my hat and clothes They have no value here to me I wonder though, if you didn't know How incredibly dear to me You have always been Now I'm finished for the day And I swear to you I never wanted it to ever go this way I swear to you I never wanted it to ever go this way I swear to you I never wanted it to ever go this way Alone in her bedroom, a little girl hovers Over her newborn brother, whispers to him Tell me about God What's he like? Where's he from? I think I almost forgot I swear to you I just need one more chance I just need one more shot