You knew me in my spiral Happiness tidal, it comes and goes And I sank into the water Oh, I drifted farther away from the coast Sometimes I get this feeling I was breathing someone else's air Two thousand miles away from home Under that sky I tried to make my peace with fear So I guess I'll build a boat and live alone Lord, I'll be the last one Oh, I'll teach myself to swim and live in my head It'll make sense of all my thoughts And if I ever reach the land I'll live again Lord, I'll be just fine Yeah, I'll drift until I'm dead And until then I'll be the last one I'll be the last one I fell into a pattern Where nothing would matter if I didn't care To be so close to a coastline To know that in my life I'll never be there Cause sometimes I get this feeling I've been breathing someone else's air So I guess I'll build a boat and live alone Lord, I'll be the last one Oh, I'll teach myself to swim and live in my head It'll make sense of all my thoughts And if I ever reach the land I'll live again Lord, I'll be just fine Yeah, I'll drift until I'm dead And until then I'll be the last one I'll be the last one And it wears me out All the demons underneath the tide But I sink like a stone Below the weight of all these dreams of mine And I wish you well You can't save someone too far to find But it's wearing me out And it's throwing me in the sea tonight In the sea tonight So I guess I'll build a boat and live alone Lord, I'll be the last one Oh, I'll teach myself to swim and live in my head It'll make sense of all my thoughts And if I ever reach the land I'll live again Lord, I'll be just fine Yeah, I'll drift until I'm dead And until then I'll be the last one I'll be the last one I'll be the last one