Okay, I'm feeling insane Tryna put the pieces together But my brain don't work that way I love you so selfishly Know when I was wrong, ooh Today I found the words The ones you never heard The ones I should've said But then I never did Waiting for the day Dragging you along Know when I was wrong Should've never took this long You were the sweetest demon I could ever love I did those things, so did you And they were wrong Toxic in every way I know it got rough Staring at the left side of my bed And you're gone So, I'm writing this song Always found myself getting higher Fading every prong coming down to the wire Why am I like this? It's hurting, but I'm trying to hide it I can't explain, so these pills I've been trying Fade them all away Acting like I'll be okay But in the back of my mind I know it's all a lie And this road I've been taking Only end with goodbye So, I'm saying goodbye You were the sweetest demon I could ever love I did those things, so did you And they were wrong Toxic in every way I know it got rough Staring at the left side of my bed And you're gone So, I'm writing this song Life has never felt so good With or without you I'm right here facing another world Easing my mind, my mind No longer crying out for help After all that I have felt I'm better dealing with this alone Always found myself getting higher Fading every prong coming down to the wire Why am I like this? It's hurting, but I'm trying to hide it I can't explain, so these pills I've been trying Fade them all away Acting like I'll be okay But in the back of my mind I know it's all a lie And this road I've been taking Only end with goodbye So, I'm saying goodbye You were the sweetest demon I could ever love I did those things, so did you And they were wrong Toxic in every way I know it got rough Staring at the left side of my bed And you're gone So, I'm writing this song