I I What if life is simple as a hug what if my partner wasn't crippled from a drug What if my other homie never caught a slug? What if my parents actually gave a *** another black suit another black suit police happy to see another black shoe? His mother's makeup smearing on my arms crying cuz I'm the only son that she got now that he's gone What if the ghetto never heard an instrumental and we didn't have this rap ***? All we had was metal you telling me if we couldn't shoot a ball our life still got shooting involved And what if I never left out of Denver that winner for new beginnings? My father started his business and trade the family for riches You telling me that my auntie was still have a house to live in and Jojo wouldn't be writing me from prison But *** it. This is life Deal with it I get dealt with I'm in my room smoking alone like I'm selfish some days the Sun's hard to face That tongues the Sun wears his face But look close to see the heart of a liar thinks the stones gonna damage my bones harder than I 170 pounds to walk up a giant Don't define a proper value turn up the value I What if money wasn't part of success with the people I used to be friends with never left What if making a name didn't come with regrets? I think the fames a precursor to death death of a friendship death of a family death of a man The misunderstood are always dead before they understand staring at silly fans chop up milligrams draw a pentagram Lucifer's not a rumor He's in the band liquor environment on my converse Bright lights and pack concerts and right next to the gun that's on my dresser a plastic orange bottles of peer pressure And I'm ready to cave live in the cage How can I be a hero when I'm the one needing saved 48 hour days and it's fast lane living me and my eyes So eyes know Jeremy pit the list. It's better to burn out to fade aways with curse it I felt the same until I saw his daughter and daughter's a father. What if tomorrow the only way I could spoil it was dying Started crying to pop the value touch the value To live in the spotlight And now It's lost in the darkness Oh So what you do when the cop lights turn into a stage in a spotlight and everyone around starts to hate cuz you got Right and failing title like I suppose stop living my life. Well, this ain't Tupac. This ain't m-show This ain't jiggle man. This that kills flow. This that seat down 19 double X reps Oh, welcome to my life. Here's a ticket to the next show You