I'm not sleeping enough, I'm not working too much When things get too hard I start eating a lot I hide my feelings under the bed Try not to remember what he said when I left The rain is pouring, my phone keeps calling And now I'm staring at the ceiling My room is a mess Sometimes I'm trying to express that I can handle stress There's one thing I need and one thing I want To clear up my head Where I can be alone In the shower is where I want to be It's where I can be alone without it reaching my phone I turn the music way too high Thinking about all the things I want to try I'm thinking about my guy and all the reasons why I love him In my shower no one can judge me How I sing, how I look or how boring I am with my arguing The calming feeling of the water on my skin Deletes all the memories of where I've been I'm still thinking of him And of the songs that he sings There's one thing I need and one thing I want To clear up my head Where I can be alone In the shower is where I want to be It's where I can be alone without it reaching my phone I turn the music way too high Thinking about all the things I want to try I'm thinking about my guy and all the reasons why I love him Where I can be alone In my shower