You're so close to me, eyes blazing You're frozen, I'm broken Blind to what we set in motion Too late, intoxicated, I'll bring you down I don't wanna wait, don't wanna wait Don't make a sound, I'm fed up Tryna forget it, a *** up game, a freshened roulette I play in my head, but I'm in my bed now Self-destructive, but *** it, I want it anyway Self-destructive, you know it, but you still wanna take Self-destructive, you know it, but you still wanna take Self-destructive, you know it, but you still wanna take I'm no lover you discovered No, I can't tell you from another You say it's fine, I don't mind You will when I leave you behind Pleasure in the pain of hurricane, you bring me down Cursing your name while I take the blame You're nowhere to be found Tryna forget it, a *** up game, a freshened roulette I play in my head, but I'm in my bed now Self-destructive, but *** it, I want it anyway Self-destructive, you know it, but you still wanna take Self-destructive, you know it, but you still wanna take Self-destructive, you know it, but you still wanna take These strange delights and sinful plights Don't wash away These strange delights and sinful plights Don't wash away Self-destructive, but *** it, I want it anyway Self-destructive, you know it, but you still wanna take