I lost my appetite Because almost everyone tries to poison me here So I lead with what everyone gets now A few cool, but also invented stories And yet they say we would still be a team I have a lot on my mind, but don't say Because unfortunately my wounds are far too deep I have a lot on my mind, but don't say The struggle is real in my face My head is full of dust and up in smoke Everything seems too dark and too gray I risk their years just for bread Woke up with scars on my skin She just wanted a trap on Halloumi She wanted to change everything, but I didn't want that I don't think about yesterday anymore, because there is nothing else I don't make my mistakes again In the meantime, I don't even fear death anymore Because the biggest fear is a daughter And if I sabotage it, all the boys will die I'll turn this year into my season I'll turn this year into my time Call Melody, I'll let you fly My heart is cold, it snowed too long My heart is cold, it snowed too long