I'm feeling pretty good right now Yeah, cause everything I've ever wanted is within my reach But I've gotta be impeccable whenever I speak I shouldn't act like I'm a shepherd to step ahead of the blind sheep But better yet, I should never let my pain or my anger define me Let me share a little something from pages that I read If you're able to let go, you'll be able to find peace It's time that I dive deep into my ID And share it in a live feed over my IG See I had somebody asking me why I preach I'm just trying to help the people in a fight like me And I'm proud of all the hearts and the heights I've reached It was doubt from the start but now that my life's sweet All these clowns from my past wanna bite my peach These wise guys even tried to occupy my seat I guess I'm horrified at all the sights I see I speak truth so they try to squalify my speech I wanna squash the rotten lies with the mic I squeeze And in five minutes I can homicide five beats If rap's been modernised, repacked and modified I wonder what am I considered in modern times I know I sound a little jaded but bottom line is if I wanna ask a question I think you'll find that it's not a crime I know better than to cater to my ego Yeah, I know better than to let it win And ever since I've been trying to shed it's skin I've learned I can only be as great as the space that my head is in And so I meditate, cause meditation's my medicine When I sit silently the light in me is never *** And I'd be lying if I said I've been enlightened But while I'm being honest I'm more conscious than I've ever been A lot of work to do, and see I'm far from perfect But at least I'm awake, leaping for faith And at least I'm not using weed to seek an escape Now you could call me cliche but it's easier each day I'm trying to get used to loving life with a sober mind But when I'm sober you'll find I go into overdrive That's when I've gotta go inside myself and gotta close my eyes Be still and let emotions rise And most the time I let the battle scars beat me Maybe cause I still self-sabotage weekly Or cause I have a past that I feel deeply I wonder if I'll ever let go of it completely So if you haven't noticed, my head is hectic It's really no surprise that I've always second-guessed it I don't think that life can be measured by a metric And so I'm grateful for the lessons that I've been blessed with I'm grateful for the lessons that I've been blessed with I'm grateful for the lessons that I've been blessed with