Why would I say all these things to have you feelin' the way? Why would I tell you I'm 30 away if I'm not on the way? Why do I settle for women that force me to pick up the pieces? Why do I want an independent woman to feel like she needs me? I lost my way. I'm searching for these words to say to you. Please give me time cause I'm searching for these words to say to you. Oh please give me time cause I'm searching for these words to say to you right now. Redemption's on your mind when you think about me. Yeah. Redemption's on your mind when you think about me. Yeah. Run your mouth. I'd rather listen to someone else. I gave your nickname to someone else. I know you sayin' someone that loves you and I don't want you to see no one else. I don't want you here with no one else. I don't wanna do this with no one else. I used to know you back when you was young. Your brother brought me through. You saw me. That made me think of you so differently. I miss the feeling of you missing me. But you say you're over and done with me. Oh yeah yeah yeah. Oh yeah yeah yeah. Now redemption's on your mind when you think about me. Oh yeah yeah yeah. Redemption's on your mind when you think about me. Oh yeah yeah yeah. Redemption's on your mind when you think about me. Oh please give me time cause I'm searching for these words to say to you right now. Yeah. Say to you. And 80% of it wasn't true. Yeah. Say to you. That Mercedes coupe that you still driving was for me and you girl. Really gon' spend the winter with the Southern? Act like he's really the one to get through it with you. Click up with Jessica Kim you know that I'm bound to see you. And they both say that you're over and done with me. Oh yeah yeah yeah. Oh yeah yeah yeah. Now redemption's on your mind when you think about me. Oh yeah yeah yeah. Redemption's on your mind when you think about me. Oh yeah yeah yeah. Redemption's on your mind when you. Oh please give me time cause I'm searching for these words to say to you right now. Mm. Mm. I'm not unrealistic with none of my women. I tell them if they ain't with it then let's just forget it. Relationships slowing me down they slow down the vision. Guess I'm not in a position to deal with commitment. Certain people need to tell me they proud of me. That mean a lot to me. Not having closure it take a lot out of me. This *** for Christmas I just want apologies. Sydney gave up on me when I went missing. Sin had a baby and treated me different. Erica sued me and opened a business. Wonder if they wish it could've been different. Wonder what they do or put in my position. I wonder when my drive do they listen. Wonder if they second guessing they decisions. I hate the number two that is unforgiving. Trying to satisfy everybody. It's like they can't get enough. Until enough is enough. And that is too much. You tip the scale when I weigh my options. West Palm girls get spoiled riding. Tiffany on you you know you popping. I'll kill somebody if they give you problems. Master bedroom where we get it popping. Just ignore all the skeletons in my closet. I'm a walk and come up I'm a bank deposit. Sell my secrets and get top dollar. Sell my secrets for a Range Rover. They would sell my secrets for a tropical vacation. Sell my secrets back to me if I was paying. Who's gonna save me when I ain't saving. Since take care I've been care taking. But second chances that ain't how you living. Redemption on your mind I'll never be forgiving. Redemption on your mind I'll never be forgiving.