Walking backwards into life, reality cuts just like a knife Destroy me, invade me, deny me, erase me Watching and waiting, unconsciously debating I'm anxious, I'm dying, there's no use in denying I'm waiting for the light to change, I want to try to breathe again I'm laughing, discreetly, decimating Walking backwards into life, reality cuts just like a knife Feel it, leave me, the pressure, it's sinking Control it, I'm trying, this moment, denying I'm waiting for the light to change, I want to try to breathe again I'm laughing, discreetly, decimating Feel it, leave me, the pressure, it's sinking Feel it, leave me, the pressure, it's sinking Feel it, leave me, the pressure, it's sinking Feel it, leave me, the pressure, it's sinking Trying to escape the pain, I fall into this again I'm drowning, I'm stinking, I'm everything that being I'm melting, I'm freezing, I'm overcome too easy I'm laughing, I'm crying, I'm honest I'm lying, waiting for the light to change, I want to try to breathe again I'm laughing, discreetly, decimating Feel it, leave me, the pressure, it's sinking Feel it, leave me, the pressure, it's sinking