I miss the sunshine I don't see much of her no more All the colors faded gray Watch my life desaturate I miss the sunlight I don't feel any heat no more This is how I'll spend my days I better learn to love the rain I've been living in the dark Since a kid inside the park Tryna hide from my mom Because she's drunk driving Eight years old and loving life And I'm supposed to be okay When all my friends are getting wasted After school in seventh grade But anyway I'm holding on to my past Wanting something I can't Fall in love with the bad, driving fast Letting go of the wheel Hoping that I don't crash, leaving tracks Hoping that you lose track Every avenue ramp Every tattoo I've seen From kids that *** with my friends Show me your hands and I'm getting ***ing sick of seeing rain outside my window Cause I got enough water from these tears upon my pillow I miss the sunshine I don't see much of her no more All the colors faded gray Watch my life desaturate I miss the sunlight I don't feel any heat no more This is how I'll spend my days I better learn to love the rain I've been lying in the rain Since the doctor said I'm strange Since about eleventh grade When I stopped trying Sixteen years of ***ing crying I'm supposed to be okay When all my friends think that I'm gay Cause I wanna be in the play But anyway I'm holding on to my past Wanting something I can't Fall in love with the bad, driving fast Letting go of the wheel Hoping that I don't crash, leaving tracks Hoping that you come back Every avenue ramp Every tattoo I've seen From kids I see in the stands Show me your hands like I'm getting ***ing sick of seeing rain outside my window Cause I got enough water from these tears upon my pillow I miss the sunshine I don't see much of her no more All the colors faded gray Watch my life desaturate I miss the sunlight I don't feel any heat no more This is how I'll spend my days I better learn to love the rain I better learn to love the rain