It feels like yesterday when the emergency called us We went from a blue to a black day My sister got sick and no one knew what she had As uncertain as the future, an ice was holding me I saw the pain in my parents' eyes, the sadness and the stress I cried on my shoulders because it seemed like my best Dad, mom, I don't blame you for anything Dad, mom People say it's going to be fine But tell me how it should be There's a tear behind my smile No, you wouldn't have thought that Because I don't have to talk about it But my feelings have to go to sleep So I'm putting my heart on paper It's the only way Through all these years we forgot ourselves Drunk in the tears of this hard life But hope for better is not in the past Because we are completely empty, but we keep giving everything My mom was hit in the battle So my biggest fear suddenly became reality Dad, mom, I don't blame you for anything Dad, mom People say it's going to be fine But tell me how it should be There's a tear behind my smile No, you wouldn't have thought that Because I don't have to talk about it But my feelings have to go to sleep So I'm putting my heart on paper It's the only way To be brave, to tell, to let people know That I can't express so many feelings I want to be brave, I want to scream But still I hold on And I'm back at the beginning People say it's going to be fine But tell me how it should be There's a tear behind my smile No, you wouldn't have thought that Because I don't have to talk about it But my feelings have to go to sleep So I'm putting my heart on paper It's the only way