♪ Come on! ♪ Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once ♪ ♪ You say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again ♪ ♪ Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once ♪ ♪ You say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again ♪ ♪ It was a month since he passed, maybe less, and no one knew what to do, we were such a mess ♪ ♪ We were texting, we were calling, we were checking in, we said we oughta play a show in honor of our friend ♪ ♪ Well now that show's finally here, it's tonight, supposed to go to the bowl, get on stage, *** the lights ♪ ♪ With our friends and our family in his name, celebrate, there's no way that I'll be ready to get back up on that stage ♪ ♪ Can't remember if I canceled any show, but I think about what I'm supposed to do and I don't know ♪ ♪ Cause I think about not doing it the same way as before, and it makes me wanna puke my f***ing guts out on the floor ♪ ♪ We rehearsed it for a month, I'm not worried about the set, I get tackled by the grief at times and I would least expect ♪ ♪ I know what I should be doing when I'm singing, but instead we'll be playing through a song and I'll remember in my head ♪ ♪ Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once, you say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again ♪ ♪ Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once, you say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again ♪ ♪ What's they saying, I'm not raw, what the f*** you take me for? All of a sudden you hear what I said a hundred ways before ♪ ♪ I've been pushed, I've been trapped, drug myself through hell and back and fallen flat and had to boss it, started all again from scratch ♪ ♪ How do you feel, how you doing, how'd the show go? Am I insane to say the truth is that I don't know? My body, eggs, heads spinning, this is all wrong, I almost lost it in the middle of a couple songs ♪ ♪ And everybody that I talk to is like, wow, must be really hard to figure what to do now, well thank you genius, you think it'll be a challenge, only my life's work hanging in the balance ♪ ♪ And all I wanted was to get a little bit of closer, and every step I took I looked and wasn't any closer, cause sometimes when you say goodbye, yeah, you say it over and over and over and over again ♪ ♪ Sometimes, sometimes you say goodbye once, you say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again ♪ ♪ Sometimes, sometimes you say goodbye once, you say goodbye over and over and over again, over and over and over again, over and over and over again, over and over and over again, over and over and over again, over and over and over again, over and over and over again, over and over and over again ♪ and over and over and over and over again And over and over and over and over again Over and over and over