I try to fill in the blanks of my heart Happy to be numb, getting off on the thrill And I get a rush from the taste of this desolate place Where no one's in love Ooh, I tried everything, would do almost anything But it's never enough I play that song, the one that tears me apart Over and over and over again Till they bang on the door I'm drinking and dreaming, there's nothing redeeming About a fool in love Ooh, I tried everything, would do almost anything But it's never enough Is it hopeless? Is it hopeless? The one word you never wanna hear And I can't pretend, I don't know how it all ends I just need until then to disappear Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh I can't pretend, I don't know how it all ends Just give me some time to disappear I try to fill in the blanks of my heart Happy to be numb like a miracle pill I'm magically witty and tragically pretty A pity I'm still in love Oh, I've tried everything, would do almost anything But it's never enough If I could get rid of you and those little things you do That keep messing me up I'm trying everything, would do almost anything