Why am I obsessed with self-destructiveness? Say I need you less Cycle through refreshment Fear and loneliness Seems I'll never learn Matches on a table Strike in every angle Recognize the past tense Knowing nothing's stable If you didn't show me The light is moving slowly Having trouble coping With the fire in your stare All I see is Cloudy smoke above me And you keep saying it's lovely But I, but I Find myself peeling from all these caving ceilings And something seems appealing to me, to me Why am I obsessed with self-destructiveness? Say I need you less Cycle through refreshment Fear and loneliness Seems I'll never learn That bridges always burn I can't wipe the stains off We're cut from the same cloth We're heated by this moment Still try to tear me up Doors are always closing I feel myself eroding It's raining every morning But I haven't had enough All I see is Cloudy smoke above me And you keep saying it's lovely But I, but I Find myself peeling from all these caving ceilings And something seems appealing to me, to me Why am I obsessed with self-destructiveness? Say I need you less Cycle through refreshment Fear and loneliness Seems I'll never learn That bridges always burn Bridges always burn All I see is Cloudy smoke above me And you keep saying it's lovely But I, but I Bridges always burn Find myself peeling from all these caving ceilings Yet something seems appealing to me