I need a match to make you mad, it's kind of sad I had to burn the whole thing down, yeah Give me the flame, give me the pain, I need the shame To finally say these words out loud You've been waiting so patiently I can't give you what you need I found the truth in our destruction of it Boy, I, I wish that I could tell you That I know how to love you But I don't even know how to love myself No, I, I never made it easy No love is ever easy The truth is I can't love somebody else Till I learn how to love myself Till I learn how to love myself I do these things I make believe Make you believe that I know what I'm doing right now I keep these tricks right on my sleeve Bury them deep that I don't even feel them somehow You've been waiting so patiently I can't give you what you need I found the truth in our destruction of it Boy, I, I wish that I could tell you That I know how to love you But I don't even know how to love myself No, I, I never made it easy No love is ever easy The truth is I can't love somebody else Till I learn how to love myself Give me some time, some space, some patience So I can heal I need to find some grace, salvation So I can be Boy, I, I wish that I could tell you That I know how to love you But I don't even know how to love myself No, I, I never made it easy No love is ever easy The truth is I can't love somebody else Boy, I, I wish that I could tell you That I know how to love you