Okay. I feel small when I wear big clothes, feel old on my birthday. I feel like if I use big words then you won't think I feel out of place. If things are supposed to grow when they get older. Why the hell do I still feel the same? Always, always. Looks like I'm all by myself again. Trying to just feel like myself again. Loud and free at 23 but I'm lost. I could work and wish it fixed the balcony. I could try and pierce my nose again. Tie my hair and search my soul cause I'm lost. Insecure, letting insides out. I think about myself too much. I spent five damn days on this verse and I still think the whole thing sucks. If things are supposed to grow when they get older. Why the hell do I still feel the same? Always, always. Looks like I'm all by myself again. Trying to just feel like myself again. Loud and free at 23 but I'm lost. I could work and wish it fixed the balcony. I could try and pierce my nose again. Tie my hair and search my soul cause I'm lost. Thanks for watching!