And if I've been living strange It's cause I know no better way It's just what I'm used to It's what I'm used to And if I've been living strange It's cause I know no better way It's just what I'm used to It's what I'm used to Suicidal thoughts I told the taxi to drive slow 999, it's a friendly emergency But *** knows what I was thinking I hang myself from the ceiling It's a real pretty art installation Just a cry for attention No life, no reputation Posthumous recognition ***, I'm dead but I'll still take it Golden gates and I'll still make it Better than this serial date *** I'm trying to create bliss But my head can't take it I aim straight but I still miss And I just can't shake it I'm with something And there's always something wrong If it's HD, it's too graphic for me Dumb down this realness Leave me feeling Nothing, even if there's nothing wrong Some days with no dopamine There's no happiness hanging beside me Please, I wish you'd listen I was speaking from the grave Before they started digging Who put me into this position Dead and buried and ensuing my wisdom I've gone from fine dining To piercing the packaging and staying in A one-man romantic meal Pornhub and chill How do you think I feel? Set fire to my ego It bursts into flames I'm waking up with a strange It could feel strange Use a foreign toothbrush For two days Butter toothpaste It tastes great But we moved in the same way Too bad she moved It's too late Now it's too late So if I've been living strange Cause I know no better way It's just what I'm used to What I'm used to So if I've been living strange Cause I know no better way It's just what I'm used to What I'm used to