I'm here for you It's not okay, I don't feel like it Put me in a glass of whatever you want Give me something that will smash you But I don't want pure I don't want soda I don't want something that will get spongy I don't want to know anything Tonight I want to drink Until I zap my name Another very long day Now I want to drown my demons Another night where I'm not going to have fun I'm lucid My life doesn't interest me When people talk to me They talk about my music They don't know what the industry is like How harmful it is There's no recipe to succeed It's not cooking People want to know how much I make They make the worst theories Know who's the coolest Between Bigflo and Oli Do I hang out with a lot of stars In parties full of strass? No one wants to know How horrible it is When I get home at night And I end up on the couch Because my girl took the sum Do you have to drink too much? Do you also have black holes? Are you talking to yourself in the mirror? ***, where am I alone? *** ***, sorry dude Oh la la, you're going to get your shoes dirty Yeah, well, it doesn't matter Sorry Well, it's okay You can buy new ones I have no right to say Let's say I take the big head If I get upset Insult my *** In my lyrics It's a pretext To feel like I exist Like when I was in high school *** by sons of bitches Who are going to feel empty I don't know why I'm talking about this Or why I'm hurting myself tonight It's just that sometimes I feel stupid I feel like a *** beast I have to stop drinking And see everything in black That I think I forgot The dreams of glory that I have in me But you don't give a *** You sing, you sing I have to save myself from the champ And I was much better Crying alone in my room Every year I talk to you And all I do is waste time I'm tired 24-24 in the sound I don't want to complain Like all the other rappers do So I write songs And then I use a tech Look, tonight I'm not paid Yet I give myself a show But it makes me feel good when I write It doesn't bother me anymore when I scream I freak out when I see the fake friends I have to sort them out And then I hear kicks It's when you make hits It's when you make feats And then a snub in the middle Or to say I like your work It's sucking dicks It's hot how I'm not like them I break down, I get up early tomorrow I read for your gift I slipped a bill in the common pot I'm tired of living in any way I'm tired of having the face of wood What I say in front of the ice It's disgusting But it only looks at me Face Speak to me Don't lie, I see your face I'm here for you Are you okay? I feel you weird Once again, I speak alone I look like an idiot I don't want you to talk to me I want you to die I want you to leave for good Get out of my *** head If I can't do it myself I really don't see how you Can understand the human being You're gonna tell me I drank too much Yes, I drank too much, that's for sure Let me fool myself, let me live Learn thanks to my wounds I'm going to tear them like a big one Stop erasing the past I'm going to let it go Nothing is like before anymore And then the tears, it's not that bad I saw my mother cry twice Maybe I should break this thing To get away from you That way you won't come back Even when I press on it Anyway, it's like with the others I know I've always disappointed you Come on, thank you for everything You can go And take your stuff with you I can never see you again Before, I used to say in life We all need a ruby But in real life, I never chose you I suffered