I've been about for a week since I wanted to jump into the first car I see For her bike and train her roughly 180, go splat on the tracks nothing left of me Too Barry, no grave, no home, no place to go Sounds like me I wish I could, I should just be happy I wish I could, I should just not worry Sick of staying and feeling sorry for myself Sick of self appreciation It's such a shitty person beholding these tears Traded off white walls for white streetlights Every time I think I'm not enough I'm even right Jory breaker hit the nail and they say it's loneliest at night Find it hard to trade bedbugs for love bites I wish I could, I should just be happy I wish I could, I should just not worry Sick of staying and feeling sorry for myself Sick of self appreciation It's such a shitty person beholding these tears Sick of staying and feeling sorry for myself Sick of self appreciation It's such a shitty person beholding these tears Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah *