� Feelin' in my gut, no blood, when I cut to the blood Dark world, then I'm runnin' from the pain, no gain To be gang, maintain money, gain no shame It'll be okay one day I know you hate me, I owe you to death I'm safer on breath I told myself that I'll be obsessed I guess I'll confess All I am is a ***-up, and I don't wanna *** up again Don't wanna pretend that I can't have me in my brain Stay sane, and if I go insane again, my world come undone All I see around me is tears, the only way I know how to cope Reachin' over doors, I throw doors Ain't no one around me to give me hope And God is a no-show, God is a no-show God is a no-show � Now I'm like this I'm ready to die � No one will lay me Here to cry � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � �