Let it begin, push it away but it's pulling me in Tryna pretend, I'm not aware when I do it again I know the signs, I see the pattern in front of my eyes Something inside me, open and wide, stretching and coming alive I can't stop it when it starts Trying not to fall apart Building up until it all goes dark In my head, I can feel it getting closer In my head, breathing heavy on my shoulder And I'm trying to fake it But there's no way to escape it In my head, buried underneath the noises In my head, there's a million little voices Saying you'll never make it And there's no way to escape it In my head, coming around Thoughts are intruding, I'm pushing them down Stopping it now, blocking out, in fact I'm blacking it out Holding too tight, kidding myself, turning wrong into right Thief in the night, I've been the one putting gas in the lights I can't stop it when it starts Trying not to fall apart Building up until it all goes dark In my head, I can feel it getting closer In my head, breathing heavy on my shoulder And I'm trying to fake it But there's no way to escape it Cause I'm swirling in the panic of A shaking confidence Though I don't have an answer when The questions don't make sense In my head, I can feel it getting closer In my head, breathing heavy on my shoulder And I'm trying to fake it But there's no way to escape it In my head, buried underneath the noises In my head, there's a million little voices Saying you'll never make it And there's no way to escape it In my head In my head