I put myself in those situations though. I attract stupid ***. I don't know why, but something about me is where I attract stupid ***. Like I was at 7-Eleven one time. You don't believe me? Look this *** up. In Kansas City, there's a guy in Kansas City who's wanted for going in stores and demanding money. He has no weapon. He doesn't try to hurt you. He just asks for the money. Real, real finally. And when you say no, he leaves. This is some true ***. I didn't know that this was the thing he did. I'm at the *** counter. I'm paying with some chips. This nigga come in the door, mad. Give me all the mother*** money I can register right now, bitch. Give me all the money I can register. So the lady at the register was like, okay please just don't shoot. Don't shoot. And I was like, oh my God. I just want some chips. And she's like, don't shoot. Please don't shoot. He's like, bitch, I ain't got no gun. Give me all the money I can register right now. She's like, just don't hurt me. Please don't hurt me. He's like, bitch, I'm not going to do *** to you. Give me the money. I can register. I want the money. I can register. And she took a second and she calmed down and she looked. And she was like, no, no. I swear to God. He was like, y'all take it easy. All right, I'll see y'all later now. That nigga walked out and I was mad because I felt like he should have did something like bust a bag of chips at least. Because I *** on myself. I needed something to justify me ***ting on myself. You can't go home with *** on you without a reason. That's good. You know, what happened? They could have asked somebody. She said, no, I'm not letting loose. I need a reason for that. You ***ting yourself is serious. You don't do *** on yourself for no reason. You gotta be about to die to *** on yourself. That's what the term scary *** came from. But I put myself in those situations. I don't know why, but I do. And I had no answer for it at all. I wish I did. I think it comes from my mom, man. I think it just comes from the way I was raised. Like, I'm a mama's boy. And I think because I was raised that's why I fear a lot of ***. Like, I just recently realized that I'm a mama's boy though. Just recently. Because of all the *** that I put my mom through. I used to make my mom pass out when I was a kid. Because she had high blood pressure. So when my mom would get mad, her blood pressure would rise. You could tell that she was going to pass out because her senses would stop making sense. And she would just be yelling. Kevin, get your foot out of the oven. Put it with the ***. Listen boy, if you think I don't know who took the control, then you better shove that stuff yourself. When I tell you, you listen, I'm not saying it again. I ain't playing. Pass out.