I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel I focus on the pain, the only thing that's The needle tears a hole in the old familiar state Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend, everyone I know goes away in the end You could have it all, my empire of darts I will let you down, I will make you hurt I wear this crown of *** upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear You are someone else, I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend, everyone I know goes away in the end You could have it all, my empire of darts I will let you down, I will make you hurt If I could start again, a million miles away I would keep myself out of the way If I could start again, a million miles away If I could start again, a million miles away If I could start again, a million miles away If I could start again, a million miles away