Would you leave me if I told you I was happy Would you give a *** or even ask me For some reason I can't seem To find my happiness, happiness Cause I don't know what happy is, happy is Maybe I should try Cause I forgot what my smile looks like Barricade myself inside my room Not leave in my bed until it's noon I'm more sad than everyone assumes I'm good at hiding how I feel from you Got a feeling, I don't want a feeling Everybody tells me I'm nuts Honestly I just wanna be A little better than I was last month And I don't mean to start a problem with ya But I got a lot of problems too And I don't think you can fix them But if you're willing to listen Would you leave me if I told you I was happy Would you give a *** or even ask me For some reason I can't seem To find my happiness, happiness Cause I don't know what happy is, happy is Maybe I should try Cause I forgot what my smile looks like I need a therapist There's just no other way of bearing this Someone tell me it's okay before I find a terrace And scale that ***ing building I was scared of and just prepared to hit A crowd of flailing tourists in Paris So unaware of it, I needed you I needed more than these will do Prescribe you some of these and chew them Swallow like they teach you to You ***ing stupid kid, you're such a freak You'll never be just what they need you to So smile for me and leave the room Would you leave me if I told you I was happy Would you give a *** or even ask me For some reason I can't seem To find my happiness, happiness Cause I don't know what happy is, happy is Maybe I should try Cause I forgot what my smile looks like I forgot what my smile looks like I forgot what my smile looks like