I only want to say, if there is a way, take this cup away from me, for I don't want to taste it's poison, feel it burn me, I have changed, I'm not as sure as when we started, then I was inspired, now I'm sad and tired, listen, surely I've exceeded expectations, tried for 3 years, seems like 30, could you ask as much from any other man, but if I die, see the saga through, and do the things you ask of me, let them hate me, hit me, hurt me, nail me to the tree, I'd want to know, I'd want to know my God, want to know, I'd want to know my God, want to see, I'd want to see my God, want to see, I'd want to see my God, why I should die, would I be more noticed than I ever was before, would the things I've said or done, matter anymore, I'd have to know my Lord, have to know, I'd have to know my Lord, have to see, I'd have to see my Lord, have to see, I'd have to see my Lord, if I die, what will be my reward, have to know, I'd have to know my Lord, have to know, I'd have to know my Lord, why, why should I die, oh why should I die, can you show me now that I would not be killed in vain, show me just a little of your omnipresent brain, show me there's a reason for your wanting me to die, far too keen on where and how, but not so hot on why, alright, oh no, just watch me die, see how, see how I'll die, just watch me die. Then I was inspired, now I'm sad and tired, after all I've tried for three years, seems like ninety, why then am I scared to finish, what I started, what you started, I didn't start it, God, thy will is hard, but you hold every card, I will drink your cup of poison, nail me to your cross and break me, bleed me, beat me, kill me, take me now, before I change my mind. .