And the dark clouds inside of me are throbbing Even though I sometimes hit when Martini whines So I have to be able to survive, there's no time to hide The magic of life that can't be borrowed I built and lost whatever time I got But it's useless to look back if you don't make a track But sometimes it feels bad to follow a ship When you leave these routes on the shore I've seen so much that I don't even feel sick When I camp on these routes Rarely get away, so dive to the bottom Still I smile, even though I don't always want to Dive to the bottom of these routes, even though I'd break my shoes But I rise like a phoenix Rise like a phoenix But I rise like a phoenix From the middle of all this, rise like a phoenix I drink my morning coffee with whiskey I wait for the day to come, I'm at risk Sometimes it feels like I'm dying when the rocks are fixed And it's cheaper to leave than a new TV set The game is on the disc, every hit is a risk You don't play every fear, it's easier to tip A little bit like going for a swim, both hands in a cast So keep an eye out, a little bit like a bad joke Better to leave some space and know your own skips When you go after the eye of the storm on the lift I don't rise from the cross, hands on the cross I rise like a phoenix from the grayness of Auschwitz I raise my friends from the cast And I hope you can see the sun shining here too Life's tips, I've been hunting for this Now it's time to rise strong and at risk You can't go forward if you don't change your direction When you just live so that you can get everything back one day You can try to cut my wings and safety So that I'll never plan to return Still I smile, even though I don't always dream I walk down the stairs, even though I don't care But I rise like a phoenix I rise like a phoenix But I rise like a phoenix I rise like a phoenix from the middle of everything