I can't sleep like I used to, the world will try to tell you who you are before you get to Explain yourself, your thoughts, your motives and all of your reasons Two albums every season, what the hell do y'all believe in? Why the hell do y'all keep reaching? In the evenings when I see him, I tell myself that love will be the thing to keep us from grieving He's something new to believe in, cause these new niggas'll change on you, I mean they change on you Why the hell the BBC only writes about me, when it comes down to controversy? Was about three CDs in one year with no label Then we signed and our story turned into a ***in' fable I was that nigga in a room with no mother***in' cable and no table Now my mom call me whenever she need her car note Cell phone, whatever bill pay to, y'all niggas loose You don't understand why I do what I do, so let me do it Get the hell on, let me do it Get the hell on, let me do it I don't speak like I used to, I'm thinking of a way to change the world that I move through I feel like Nicola, what I invent is what I'm true to I feel for Nicola with these ideas that I grew through I know that when they see you, blow your mind up, just abuse you It's hard to feel what's real, some nights I'm scared that I'm delusional I'm scared I'm more like Nicola than I'd ever collude to I'm scared of what can happen when ideas will consume you Cause there isn't room for peace I can't achieve You don't understand why I can't get up and shout I can't tell you You don't understand why I can't get up and shout Stay rough, get buff, get out Hey boy, stay rough, get buff, get out The monsters's runnin' round with toys, the monsters's runnin' round with toys Hey boy, stay rough, get buff, get out Hey boy, stay rough, get buff, get out The monsters's runnin' round with toys, the monsters's runnin' round with toys Don't mind me, I'm just killin' time But if you got a life, throw it, throw it Don't mind me, I'm just killin' time But if you got a life, throw it, throw it Why the *** would you share this *** with these people? I don't know these people, I don't know you neither, no more I'm a war with myself, every time I see this ***, I wanna kill myself And they comin' for my mothers and they bullets for my head, think they free to love But I'd rather be dead, please just leave me alone, I don't wanna be with Yeah, yeah You don't understand why I can't get up and shout You don't understand why I can't get up and shout I can't, I can't, I can't You don't understand why I can't get up and shout I can't tell you You don't understand why I can't get up and shout I can't, I can't You don't understand why I can't get up and shout I can't tell you You don't understand why I can't get up and shout You don't understand why I can't get up and shout I can't tell you You don't understand why I can't get up and shout You don't understand why I can't get up and shout I feel you