Sleazin' and heavin', I'm sittin' on it All of my diamonds are drippin' on it I met him at the bar, I was twelve or somethin' I ordered two more wines, cause tonight I want it A little context if you care to listen I find myself in a *** position The man that I love sat me down last night And he told me that it's over, I've done the decision And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin' Back, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin' And I'm out on the town with a simple mission In my little black dress and a *** suit Just a heartbroken bitch, high heels, six inch In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with In the back of the taxi, sippin' cocaine Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk *** I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page Back to the intro, back to the bar, to the bedroom To the hotels on the old way Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Doctor, doctor, anything please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me Take this pain away Yes, give me my symptoms Doctor, I don't wanna feel Take this joint, how I'm blowin' this dealin' Back to my ways like 2019 24 hours since my ex did date I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty Last night really was the cherry on the cake Been some dark days lately and no time didn't cripple it Excuse my state, I'm as hot as your whole state Make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzlin' If I take a step back to see the girls on the floor At least it's a part of due peace that I'm trippin' in And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean? So you might as well stick it Just a heartbroke bitch, high heels, six inch In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears Drunk ***, how I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page Back to the intro, back to the bar, to the bedroom To the hotels on the old way Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night And it didn't bleed And mercy on me, take this hate away You're asking me my symptoms, I don't wanna feel Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night I don't wanna feel like I felt last night You're a piece of the things you can't change I'll be naked when I bleed, and I was naked when I came Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way So stuck, so wet, she's far away, gone both ways So, you're my bitch, and I'm in a state Cause I'm setting the pace You're asking me my symptoms, I don't wanna feel Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night And it didn't bleed And mercy on me You're asking me my symptoms, don't tell me I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel like I felt last night I don't wanna feel like I felt last night I don't wanna feel like I felt last night I don't wanna feel Hmm, lipstick's much like modern art I don't know where the *** I know who's driving the ***ing car Speaking about the highway so bad Mixing pills with the liquor color ***ing skin I left everyone I love on the red, uh-huh Spilling tequila so they spanked it in my bed I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret, uh-huh Other than this awful kick drum pounding in my head Hmm