� I was only 18, chasing dreams. And my mother screamed, don't be thinking things. � � I wanted fame, but who's to blame? That life felt good enough for me to chase away. � � But now that I have it all, I won't let you down, down, down, down, down. � � I'd give it all away, way, way, way, way for another day with you. � � Cause when the mirror starts to fall, I won't be around, around, around, around, around. � � You'll think of all the pain, pain, pain, pain, pain that I put you through. � � And maybe one day I'll be forgiven, and we'll go back to that place again. � � When I was only 18, only 18. � � I had a picture, a great disaster in my mind. And the world would look at me and love me through all disguise. � � But now that I'm older, I think of what I lost chasing time. � � I found disorder, contemplating this life, this life. � � But now that I have it all, I won't let you down, down, down, down, down. � � I'd give it all away, way, way, way, way for another day with you. � � Cause when the mirror starts to fall, I won't be around, around, around, around, around. � � You'll think of all the pain, pain, pain, pain, pain that I put you through. � � And maybe one day I'll be forgiven, and we'll go back to that place again. � � When I was only 18, only 18. � � And maybe one day I'll be forgiven, for the pain I put you in. � � When I was only 18, only 18. � � I was only 18. �