what we lost in the fire we'll find in the ashes I took advantage and it left me at a vantage point but I don't see my friends and now they mad annoyed or they don't *** with me and those the same negative feelings that keep me company their way out they leave it up to me see me out and they can't say what's up to me what's up with me stuck in my head and it's been bugging me been searching for these signals in monotony speeding on the highway like a driver in the robbery I can't see my future but I picture how it ought to be they say I'll probably make it well I'm cool with just a living out my privacy I ought to be a prodigy rest in peace to prodigy *** they rules laws and policies yeah *** they rules laws and policies yeah yeah look yeah watching TV feeling brainwashed homies in the background argue about the playoffs it's our day off smoking blunts till we take off feeling funny about me go ahead and ***ing say son yeah got the weed in the mason yeah hands together now I pray on yeah mama told me keep my pray on yeah mama told me keep my the years have passed I'm reminiscing when feeling mad I feel the distance from people I'm never getting back no voicemails from people that's never hitting back I was bitter for a moment now I'm getting back thinking about writing cat and seeing where her mind is at and try to see the baby been feeling different lately different phases on the daily I've been living on the maybe all these writings on the wall and flashing lights that drove me crazy I'mma preach until they pay I seen addiction victims of the system can't prescribe prescription we just want to hear can't provide a listen you ain't got a warrant you can't do that here hold up hold up you can't do that here you can't do that here I just want to trust but I can't take another *** up before I lock up so knock and *** up or shut the *** up yeah knock and *** up or shut the *** up knock and *** up or shut the ***