Young and bank blue but deep inside he like a red rose Bank account on overload but I'm still broken spirit Depression what he suffer from, same words from Dr. Hillary It ain't no love inside the slums, know if they could they'd kill me For 60 days and 60 nights I've been going hard off this ecstasy Pray to God that my killer don't be the nigga sitting next to me Keep the circle tight, there's more than me, she said the text to me Like they just want the spotlight, rich for the star junk and you blessed to see I'm not calling from the yard like drop that ***, it's time to bless the streets I had to make myself a boss, they want the sauce like what's the recipe Down inside I'm feeling lost, I gotta pay him for the cherishment I'm bound to knock my nigga off from the way he look, he want to bury me I was taught that loyalty is priceless, so true love shouldn't cost a dime I'm inspired by your love, so deep inside my heart's still crying Know it don't matter how far, look for some reason I can't find I keep on using the drug to substitute what's on my mind I need someone to hold me down and have my back just like my spine I'm let off shots from that four pound and double back and bleedin' out I seen it in my grandma's face, she was hurtin' from my two pounds Did a sweep on 38th, we flushed the pills in solitary Last night been tweaking off a Percocet, so I'm steady here in Boise They say I got the Percocet, shawty can't even avoid me When I was locked in Juvenile they called, they phoned them folks to help me Now they all suitcase ready every time the plane get aboard You all on Instagram flexing, can you send your partner no more? It ain't no love inside my section to the point where they're fun Just got a car from Uncle Teddy, like nephew just keep on goin' Guess I can't seem to kick the drink, day and night lean, I'm steady pourin' I'm designer head to toe, she ain't wanna *** when I roll joint Might have a baby with this Haitian bitch, just so much I'll be foreign On paper chasin' them by 60 ways, I gotta run up more It was on the basketball court when I was catchin' time in court Sometimes I gotta hit my knees and pray, like, please forgive me, Lord I'm steady caught up in my wicked ways, grippin' extension cords Before I blew up, they ain't root for me, I couldn't get support Now everybody wanna shoot for me just cause I look galore Up in this Glock city, it's a city, day and night I keep on torn The fact I know that they ain't with me, the reason my heart so torn The number one reason they hate, because I made it out the storm Penitentiary chances I take, sometimes I wish I wasn't born You know they can't say they wasn't born You know they can't say they wasn't born I was taught that loyalty is priceless, so true love shouldn't cost a dime I don't miss God, but I love so deep inside, my heart still cryin' No, it don't matter how far I look, for some reason I can't find I keep abusing these drugs to substitute what's on my mind I need someone to hold me down and have my back just like my spine I'ma let off shots from that four pound and double back, empty the nine Down inside, I'm steady fine