I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body
Troubled
Full of hate
I had to let it out, before it's too late

Deep inside
It can't hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

Why won't it fade?
Outside I had to lie
I'm ok
I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is the life, I have made

Deep inside
It can't hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Always they're bringing drama to me

Look
Look at me now
Now!

Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

I can't stand all of this *** pain!
Please god, just go away!
Please god, just make them pay!