How we get here in the first place I want you in the worst way I know you can't hear the earth Whose birth on this earth is just a hurt The sky is grey You seem to tell the truth but you lie awake You sleep next to me I lie awake Think about the times that you don't even hear me What I try to say No you kinda fake I'm self destructive I'm tryna break I mean I'm bout to I'm so lost without you Just give me a word Stop acting like This *** don't hurt I close the shades I hide the sun I lie to blunt I hide from everyone I call it one She suck me till I come She ain't one Dissolved on the tongue Hope ain't there but I don't look for it I made a moment out of it I belong in the dirt I was tired of the junk cause it hurt Darling is there something wrong with me Why don't they get along with me My teacher saw that I bleed through my sleeves She asked me is there something wrong with me Is everything fine at home No, no bitch it ain't Tell the motherfuckers pick a lane Tell them that they all sound the same I'ma go drown in the pool With no letter just found in the pool Face down in the pool Face down in the pool Just cause they kids from school Now they can call me Deadpool I know you love me but I'm leaving I know you love me but I'm leaving I know you love me