They love me, then they hate me like I'm Wayne Broncata I treat that girl so rude, I should charge her I'm the one that act like, like my father But I don't even on down days with my father Sometimes I wanna call him, then sometimes don't bother If you was me, you would beware too I hang with killers and the robbers, yeah Insecurities make me wish I was taller I back down on the opportunity, I'm a staller Insecurities every night, why I'm in stallers? My girl *** with a couple rappers, but I'm raw Insecurities always make me want dogs Insecurities ain't real, I'm just a narcissist I'm from Philly, why I talk like this? I'm from the gritty, why I walk like this? I made a million, then I talk my bitch I know it's a couple niggas that stalk my bitch But I would too if that was not my check I don't know why I am so lost, like I got brain damage every time I think about the bag I got brain damage, but they overlook cause I got cash Every time I get a check, everybody just got they hand out But when I was broke, nobody really had they hand out Days come and go, but my love won't stay Stay on the road, so my money's dry Days come and go, but my love won't stay Stay on the road, so my money's dry Uh, oh you bought that, uh, uh, you bought that Took them medications, uh, then reply back Yeah, I know that you want me, girl don't lie to me I've been so stressed, I rub my head while I lie back Yeah, I need somebody just to vent to, like the AC If you knew what I went through, you know my life's crazy Took a trip with Des and OG, went to AC We played back and rocked all night, only made it Got his personal number, but I never called Jay-Z Every time he get paid, you know he pay me Get it, I'm on top of the game like a fitted And we don't text with emojis, only digits Do you know what it mean to have residuals? I'm just talkin' to you, baby, I ain't flexin', no I'm just tryna really learn and get the best of you I let you know stuff about me that my ex don't know I did stuff I'd never do to make sure the *** was gold I met my fellow, they wasn't there, but now my *** is full Now my mansion got a closet big as the best of you I'm next, yeah, I ain't done, hold on No, I ain't done, put me in a crazy home Would've rather been 23 in one And I don't wanna say they ***ed me over, but I went down to fifth place Had to climb all the way back up just to be that one, girl I got too much on my mind, I got too much on my plate I spent 200,000 on Desto Funeral, that's a state I don't know why they be mad at me Cause I'm expressin' my ways I don't know why I cry sometimes Maybe I'm blessed with no fate I ain't got nothin' left in my crate I ain't even know what to say But I always bounce back like One drop on that wood grain And some people say I'm insane The other ones say I'm lame But the only thing I know I'm always gon' remain the same Days come and go But my love gon' stay Stay on the road So my money's right Days come and go But my love gon' stay Stay on the road So my money's right Uh, oh, you bought that Uh, uh, you bought that Took them medications Uh, then reply back Yeah, I know that you want me Girl, don't lie back I've been so stressed out Rub my head while I lie back, yeah Uh, oh, you bought that