It's been a few years since you've been gone It's been a few tears but that was years and years ago Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted Yeah, I've been living out the dream that you dreamt of It's been a few years but more than gone It's been a few years since I felt sure of what I wanted And I woke up today and found you were waiting here for me And I thought, old friend, it's bittersweet Oh, how could you do this to me? How could you do this to me? Yeah Cause you are not who you think you are There's no green on these brown eyes But they can be green if they really want And I can't bend your words But they say exactly what hurts the most But silence is better than fake laughs for faking Oh, it's all too scary The world that you got here is living through cracked screens We fall down to what we want Out of love, we talk through lies We made of smoke and just in time We drift away, diffusing light, diffusing times Growing up or cascading down Cascading down I'm hurting now But change comes slow If you hate what's in your head The *** will you speak your mind? In search of lost time Just 21, so I'm young and I'm stupid Only 16, yeah, I think you should I think you ***ed me up I think I think you ***ed me up And I got nothing to say to you It's been a few years and I've moved on Couldn't make you disappear Oh, I tried so hard to be strong But I grew up today and I face them not just lonely Don't feel much better, but I guess that it's a start