I remember that when you arrived, you didn't even look at me I was just one of hundreds However, the first tickets were yours How could I not realize That there are forbidden elevators That there are shared sins That you were so close I disguise myself from you You disguise yourself from me We played to be humans In this gray room I bite the water for you You slip for me We played to be two cats That don't want to sleep My anchors didn't stop your instincts Nor yours my whining And I let my nuts run And ants twist me I want you not to stop destroying me Without me telling you anything And that your tears are the thorns Hooked to my vertices I disguise myself from you You disguise yourself from me We played to be humans In this gray room I bite the water for you You slip for me We played to be two cats That don't want to sleep I don't know what ended up happening I only felt inside of us Our uncomfortable posture It dilates in space I feel the pain on my side And my memories are clouded I'm thirsty and I'm craving I don't want to be by your side anymore And I disguise myself from you You disguise yourself from me We played to be humans In this gray room I bite the water for you You slip for me We played to be two cats That don't want to sleep I'll die of desire to tell you That I'm going to miss you The words are moving away My guts are emptying I pretend that I don't know, that I didn't know I pretend that I don't like being with you And when I lose myself between my fingers I remember you effortlessly I'll die of desire to tell you That I'm going to miss you