Something sinister to it, pendulum swingin' slow, a degenerate movin' Through the city with criminal stealth, welcome to enemy turf Harder than immigrants work, golf is stitched into my shirt Get up off the pavement, brush the dirt up off my psyche Psyche, psyche It's probably been 12 years since my father left Left me fatherless, and I just used to say I hate him in dishonest jest When honestly I miss this nigga like when I was 6 And every time I got the chance to say it, I would swallow it 6T, I'm hollow intolerant, skip shots to storm that whole bottle I show you a role model, drunk pissy pissin' on somebody front lawn Tryna figure out how and when the *** I miss moderate Mama often was offering peace, offering stink Weeds cough, scoffin' and he's off again Searchin' for a big brother, tired was that Plus he like how I rap, the blunted mice of the trap Too black for the white kids and too white for the blacks From honor roll to crackin' locks up off them bicycle racks I'm indecisive, I'm scatterbrained and I'm frightened at 7 And in them eyes where he hidin' all them icicles at Something sinister to it, pendulum swingin' slow, a degenerate movin' Through the city with criminal stealth, welcome to enemy turf Harder than immigrants work, golf is stitched into my shirt Get up off the pavement, brush the dirt up off my psyche Time lapse, bars, rotten hearts, bottomless pit Was mobbin' deep as 96, Havoc and Prodigy did We were the potty mouth posse, crashed the party and dipped With all belongings to toss them out to the audience Nothin' was ***in' awesome, tryna make it from the bottom This is feelin' as hard as Vince Carter's knee cartilage is Supreme Garmin and weed gardeners garnished and spliced With Keef particles and enterin' apartments With zine article tolerance through boundaries I know you happy now, cravin' in these complex *** niggas That track me down, just to be the guys that did it Like, I like attention, not the type where niggas tryna get a raise at my expense I'm supposed to be grateful, right? Like, thanks so much, you made my life Harder in the ties between my mom and I, I'm strained and tightened Even more than they were before all of this *** Been back a week and I already feel like callin' it quits Somethin' sinister to it Pendulum swingin', slow a degenerate movin' Through the city with criminal stealth, welcome to enemy turf Harder than immigrants work, office distant in my shirt Get up off the pavement, brush the dirt up off my psyche Psyche, psyche Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Woo