♪♪♪ Cocaine cowboy with golden spurs on an unpaved road ♪♪ The people he trusted left him cold, wanted everywhere he'd go ♪♪ All they knew was drugs and money, death, pissed along the night train ♪♪ Who'd have thought the one I call brother would try to take me from the flame? ♪♪ But here I am, hold my gun, don't jam, cause I can see the barrel shaking in his hand ♪♪ I don't wanna do it, but I got the chance, I know this couldn't be God's plan ♪♪ If someone dies tonight, then the devil more than tried, cause I'm just a fangirl for taking a life ♪♪ One of us going home, one's not, if one of us dies tonight, tell the Lord that I tried, that I tried ♪♪ The word brother sometimes means outside the blood, and sometimes brother just meant you were cut from the same rug ♪♪ All they knew was drugs and money, death, pissed along the night train ♪♪ Who'd have thought the one I call brother would try to take me from the flame? ♪♪ But here I am, hold my gun, don't jam, cause I can see the barrel shaking in his hand ♪♪ I don't wanna do it, but I got the chance, I know this couldn't be God's plan ♪♪ If someone dies tonight, then the devil more than tried, cause I'm just a fangirl for taking a life ♪♪ One of us going home, one's not, if one of us dies tonight, tell the Lord that I tried, that I tried ♪♪ The smoke from my barrel, looks like a soldier's left my gun, say hi to the devil, and I'll do the same when it's my time to go ♪♪ Here I am with this blood on my hands, I bet he's mad that his gun jammed, he really left me with no chance ♪♪ So when you see the Lord, tell him that I tried, tell him that I tried ♪