I, I hold myself hostage in your arms I, I know I could leave whenever I want And I, see the way you look at me in the night And I, know you know that something isn't right I've been telling myself to love myself before I love you But I needed your help, I needed your help just to pull me through And now that we're here, tell me what am I supposed to do Oh, I'm not brave enough to lose you You, you lay with your pillow on my lap And now, now I feel like there's no going back And now, I feel like now my heart is torn Cause all you see is sunshine baby but I'm bringing all the storm I've been telling myself to love myself before I love you But I needed your help, I needed your help just to pull me through And now that we're here, tell me what am I supposed to do Oh, I'm not brave enough to lose I've been telling myself to love myself before I love you But I needed your help, I needed your help just to pull me through And now that we're here, tell me what am I supposed to do Oh, I'm not brave enough to lose I'm not brave enough to lose you Oh, I'm not brave enough to lose