I cannot feel a thing in your presence I've become stupid, numb to your indiscretions Can't tell if I'm going crazy, dreading going home lately You only seem to love me on my birthday You mess me up in the worst way I've got problems cause you gave them to me It's not normal to never feel safe Don't know how to love you when you never loved me I've got you in my blood so I can't cut you off I've got issues with being alone I need you like a kid but I'm grown Don't know how to love you when you never loved me I've got you in my blood so I can't cut you off, no I don't remember feeling cared for Everything between us feels so forced Tell me am I going crazy The pain makes me so hazy Because of you I don't know how to be loved Because of you I don't know how to trust, yeah Why am I not enough? Why can't I call you bluff? Why do I still try to be everything that you can need? Why am I not enough? Why am I not enough? I've got problems cause you gave them to me It's not normal to never feel safe Don't know how to love you when you never loved me I've got you in my blood so I can't cut you off I've got issues with being alone I need you like a kid but I'm grown Don't know how to love you when you never loved me I've got you in my blood so I can't cut you off, no I've got issues, yeah you gave it to me Don't know how to love you I've got you in my blood so I can't cut you off Knowing it was all you don't make it any less painful I just hope one day I can heal Knowing it was all you don't make it any less painful I just hope one day I can heal